Tuesday, February 27, 2007

we PRAY

 

              from the dawn of creation the two have grown together, 
                         side by side they grow...
                               and we shall not know until the end,
                           at harvest time,
                     which is truly His 
                                       and which is not...
              until that day we pray;
                         we pray for discernment,
                    we pray for wisdom, we pray to be more like Him,
                    we pray with understanding and we pray in the spirit...
             and we listen, we listen to hear His voice, His mind, His heart....
                   and only from that place do we respond in grace...
                   in peace, in love, in harmony with His spirit...

Matthew 13:37-43. HereHe explained to His disciples the meaning of the parable about the enemy of the farmer who came and sowed tares in his wheat field:
     "And He answered and said, 'The one who sows the good seed is the Son of Man, and the field is the world; and as for the good seed, these are the sons of the Kingdom; and the tares are the sons of the evil one; and the enemy who sowed them is the devil, and the harvest is the end of the age; and the reapers are angels.
    
Therefore just as the tares are gathered up and burned with fire, so shall it be at the end of the age. The Son of Man will send forth His angels, and they will gather out of His Kingdom all stumbling blocks, and those who commit lawlessness, and will cast them into the furnace of fire; in that place there shall be weeping and gnashing of teeth.
    
Then the righteous will shine forth as the sun in the kingdom of their Father. He who has ears, let him hear.'"

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

DEDICATED to YOU, those who touched my heart this day

you know when your heart burns within you and the tears fill your eyes just enough to make them twinkle...

that is how I feel when I catch a glimpse of the beauty of you...
in that momet when I see Him...His reflection in you...  

 ...like when light passes thru a prism or bounces fiery sparks off a diamond ring...

in that momentary awareness I get to see something that is so incredibly beautiful and multifaceted in it's very nature, in it's spiritual dna...

it's you, YOU reflecting Him, in His glory!

and it touches my heart so profoundly, I am changed...

and all I can do is thank Him...
thank Him for the awareness,
thank Him for His dna,
thank Him for His
love,
and for the glorious nature that He has imparted in YOU!

See what kind of love the Father has given to us,
                   that we should be called children of God...
                                               Abba Father, Papa God...

                                                      
to YOU be all the glory!!!
                                                          amen...  selah  (think of it)

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

true humilty to change the city

TRUE HUMILTY
Proverbs 22:4 "Humility and the fear:of the LORD bring wealth and honor and life."
         HUMILTY is Christian grace in the union of highest self-respect with utter abandonment of sacrifice in service.
         A person who knows his own superior worth and yet is willing to serve his inferior in Christian love is a humble man.
         Genuine humility leads the strong to serve the weak.
         It never underestimates it’s own worth,yet in it’s utter unselfishness it is ready to sacrifice it’s own claims at any moment for the general good.
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I love this quote, have endeavored to live by it...in highest service to the King of Glory...it speaks to me of my Jesus, the greatest example of the epitome of true humility...
     I met with a verizon rep the other day... and my heart broke when he shared about his life, his beautiful family;  what good people they were and what benevolent things they do...I could not help but think of the words of Jesus when He said.."depart from me, I never knew you..."  chilling words from the creator and the sustainer of the universe... yet this is the future secenario for this very nice, moral, virtuous man and his precious family (yes I shared with him the message of the kingdom and salvation; I was able to sow some seed and now I pray forMichael and his family)...
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the reality is that our works are to follow a life of surrender to the King... and so I told him that it is not about religion, but about relationship...and that in this world which is just a "snap" a vapor of time we qualify with our lives our existence in eternity...eternity...eternity.....
         ...........................ETERNITY!!! can you touch that with your mind?
         I remember seeing Kathryn Khulman for the first time... I remember her looking up into Heaven with that far away stare and say these words " I remember the very day that Kathryn Khulman died, I can tell you the very place where she died and then rose in new life..." her words stunned me, I was undone by the realization that right there is the only place where true ministry/service to God is birthed.......oh, the depth of the relationship of knowing our God...intimate revelations of His love....
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Dag Hammerskold spoke to my heart when I was 16...in his book "Markings" he shares deep moments of revelation and the knowledge of God...although different it  still produced the same profound realization and relationship with God in this man's life...
"I don’t know Who—or what—put the question, I don’t know when it was put. I don’t even remember answering. But at some moment I did answer Yes to Someone—or Something—and from that hour I was certain that existence is meaningful and that, therefore, my life, in self surrender, had a goal."... my eyes still weep when I read this 36 years later...
The Apostle Paul writes “For the Son of God, Jesus Christ, ...was not "Yes and No"; but in him it is always "Yes." For in him every one of God's promises is a "Yes." For this reason it is through him that we say the "Amen," to the glory of God.” (2 Cor. 1:19-20)

Or as the great 20th century theologian Karl Barth put, “in Jesus Christ, God puts his ‘Yes” above every person’s head.” When God became a human being like you and me in the person of Jesus the Christ, God was fully, totally, and comprehensively affirming each and every person dead or alive- or yet to come - as as special, precious, and good.
and so we find this in a summary of Dag's diary (and hopefully it will be written in all of ours too)...there is a slow invisible movement within his life, and in the late 1950s, he writes, “I finally said ‘Yes’ to God in those places within me, which were most unwilling to be transformed from a weakness into strength.” And then, right before he died in a plane crash in Rhodesia in 1961 (on a peace mission to the Congo, some say he was killed by those who profit from war), he entered these profound words in his diary: “I don’t know who or what put the question. I don’t know when or where it was put. But somewhere and sometime, I said Yes to Someone, and ever since, my life in self surrender, had a goal.” Hammerskold had crossed that invisible line of hesitations and procrastinations, from being a yeah-but to being a Yes to himself, his neighbors, his destiny, to his God.
God put a “Yes” over each one of our heads; may we have the grace, the wisdom, and the courage to say “Yes” in return. "Everyone needs something to live for, great enough to die for." D Hammerskold

"Jesus siad: I tell you the truth, unless a kernel of wheat is planted in the soil and dies, it remains alone. But its death will produce many new kernels—a plentiful harvest of new lives. Those who love their life in this world will lose it. Those who care nothing for their life in this world will keep it for eternity. Anyone who wants to be my disciple must follow me, because my servants must be where I am. And the Father will honor anyone who serves me."    John 12:24-26 (New Living Translation)

what God is doing in Providence

....what God is doing...
      There is something that is stirring in the city of Providence as the Spirit of God is brooding over our great city... His manifest presence is taking us on a journey that is far beyond what we have ever known into a deeper life of intimacy and a greater faith to wholeheartedly believe that God truly is who He has always said He is... and that His Word truly does not return void...
     The demonstration of His marvelous presence is continually evident as we gather together in our dusty, cold, cement sanctuary (no polish, but presence)and worship Him in total abandonment... The supernatural manifestation of His tangible presence is unleashing the power of God to demonstrate the full expression of who He is for us today as never before...
        
Jehovah Jireh: "the revealing One Who is more than a Provider"
      Jehovah Nissi: "to glisten, a pole or  ensign, a standard or a miracle"
      Jehovah Rapha:This name means "Jehovah heals or the Lord your health"
      Jehovah Rohi: "Jehovah, my Shepherd"
  
      Jehovah Shalom: "The Lord our Peace"
      Jehovah Shammah:
"Jehovah is there"

      Jehovah Tsidkenu: "Jehovah our righteousness"

    Be Blessed today... for all that He is He is for YOU!

    www.providencelifecenter.com

 

Tuesday, February 13, 2007

going public

first day going public...
            seemed easier to share when I kept this this journal private ...            
                                               ......  talk more later